Squawk the Crow

Squawk the Crow…Nevermore. It’s after midnight..why are you pecking at my front door?.. Didn’t I say..to not come round here..Nevermore..no more?! Go away Crow you’re not welcome…anymore! I heard your pickup spinning up and down the street… Wheels viciously turning with rubber burning…in fiery red heat. I heard the phone ring and ring ….then the…

Bulimia

Let us play the game..Now.  It’s our time (NOW) I love you (for Now) You say you love me too. We meet at 2 am; 3 weeks straight (it’s a record) Fever-flushed, hot, rough, and fast. I love you now..In this moment..I love you I even like you..I wonder why I hadn’t  (we haven’t )…

Just A Mistake

It was just a mistake..that’s all. Just a simple, common mistake. Confused emotions wrapped in lust. (It’s Okay, really) Your touch didn’t mean anything. Your smell..I hadn’t even noticed. You..saying  “You love me, still”…didn’t mean anything. It was just a Mistake… ——-A Stupid, Pitiful, Mistake.    

The Buffoon, The Jester..The Charlatan

Not even a cast iron spittoon to piss in. No mangled doormat to wipe your filthy boot.. No mutt to befriend you.. No mere worth from any self-proclaimed utterance; dare run free from your lips.. Your infantile ignorance makes you blatantly stupid. No quest for leather back books that mask sheep skinned pages.. No eye…

The Exorcism (Adult)

The Fantastic Five, feverishly finger, forced to exorcise despair. Dark and alone, restless and afraid.. Deep shit; deviled in fetal hideaway; howls loud The Fantastic Five, fight fast to free it.. Clutching deserted walls, Deep Shit holds tight withered broken veined legs, kick wildly about… ashy heels point with toes tilted sharp nails dig in…

Slave

I strutted, fine, bold and mighty with my jet black hair tasseling down my back. Tight latex pants and tall charcoal boots. My corset lifted my breast, way too high… In my best “Big Girl” pose…I ordered..”COME HERE” then fluttered my lashes and shyly smiled. Quickly he came…I gave my hand to him..adding..”My fingers hurt.”…

I died today

I died today… my skin darkened, and color changed. Air rushed from my body. I became silent. Softly I closed my eyes, felt my limbs freeze…stiff and still, I left. I drowned. The water consumed me, covered my head, filled my nose, and flooded my mouth. My ears popped. My lungs grew heavy..my chest puffed…

Hurt

Deep desperation and longing.. broken glasses and shattered windows.. My heart aches.. but I can’t fix it.. I don’t know how.. ..a pain unlike anything I have ever felt. What heals this? What makes this better? I know time.. but I ain’t got time.. now. What heals this NOW? Can I drink it out.. Can…

Savior

Ready…am I? He said.. I can right all the wrongs.. that “The Last One” did. I can make it right. I can kiss the spots that “The Last One” forgot and find the ones that “The Last One” didn’t know you had. I can right all the wrongs. I’ll fix it. I’ll fix it. If…