I sit.. eyes still sleepy..lashes fluttering, but..Awake Just awakening from about a 15 year gray haze… Blurry shadowy figures, dim lights and distant screams Cursed whispers lie in the corners o f my eyes Sore hands wiped down my face Blistered feet resting on hardwood floor achy bottom sitting on the edge of…
Tag: Pain
Hurt
Deep desperation and longing.. broken glasses and shattered windows.. My heart aches.. but I can’t fix it.. I don’t know how.. ..a pain unlike anything I have ever felt. What heals this? What makes this better? I know time.. but I ain’t got time.. now. What heals this NOW? Can I drink it out.. Can…
Continuum
Convicted and addicted to not being alone… I carelessly, thoughtlessly, choose my temporary vice..A night, a day, a couple of nights, a couple of days.. to call back in a year, to call back tomorrow. to talk to, to flirt with, to dehumanize, to belittle, to release on.. to dis-respect, to be dis-respected to abuse,…
When it hurts so bad
I can ‘t help but relate this to the words in a song by Lauryn Hill “When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good.” Ma..an. This hurts. It really hurts. It’s like a sunken lost piece of my rib, that has wandered through my body searching for it’s “fit”. It feels sore….
Mantra 